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Garden of lilies, Leslieville, Toronto
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From the time I was a child, I’ve always enjoyed working with my hands. I entered and won many colouring contests. As a teenager, however, working with my hands took on a totally different aspect. I became the family seamstress—out of necessity. My parents didn’t have much money. So it was my job to sew drapes, cushion covers and clothes for my family. I even sewed a suit for my youngest brother to wear on the day of his First Holy Communion.

After I shed my responsibilities as family seamstress, I began to enjoy sewing again. I’ve made countless gifts over the years for baby showers (crib mobiles, stuffed animals, baby blankets and clothes, etc.), birthdays and Christmases.

Since I joined Creative Works Studio about two years ago, however, I find that three creative activities give me the greatest pleasure and help me manage my mental illness most effectively: sculpture, painting and photography. These form the core of my personal medicine.

Sculpture

While I was going to school in Malaysia (the country I came from), we never had the opportunity to work with clay. During my first clay session at Creative Works Studio, I hesitated. I didn’t want to get my hands dirty. Yes, I’m kind of funny that way. However now that I’ve overcome my initial resistance, there’s no stopping me. I’ve made a whole load of ceramic pieces, some of which I shall feature here.

Painting

I find it utterly thrilling and a real privilege to be painting again after so many decades away from it. Painting offers me great opportunities for healing, creative expression and just playing.

Photography

In April of this year I was so blessed to be able to travel to Singapore, where I enjoyed a glorious visit with my brother, James. I hadn’t seen him in five years. James took me to a huge department store, Mustapha Electronics, known around the world for its great prices. There I picked out a sleek, girly-looking (purple!) digital camera. I absolutely adore this little gadget. It gives me great joy—as I capture moments in time that tug at my heart. I’ve now enrolled in a night course in digital photography so that I can learn to use as many features as possible that this little piece of technology offers.