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Our Sonshine vanished so suddenly

February 20th, 2012 — Posted by Grace under Mental Illness, Schizophrenia
Wils (around age 17) reading the Encyclopedia Britannica
I came home that night to find something white sticking out between the door jamb and the wall. The business card of a Detective Cook from the Special Investigations Unit. I turned it over. “Grace Cherian. Please call. It’s in relation to your brother.” My brother, Wilson, born nine years after his four older siblings had become our precious “son.” An animated child, his sharp wit made...
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I tried to kill myself

February 16th, 2012 — Posted by Grace under Depression, Mental Illness, Personal Medicine, Recovery, Suicide
Woman on a ventilator
I shall never forget the summer of 2000. I had said goodbye to my friends at WycliffeCollege. I lived alone. Worked alone. I isolated myself. Friends would call me. But I wouldn’t answer the phone. Bipolar disorder, with its many ravaging faces, had stalked me for 28 years. During manic phases, I’d lost jobs, squandered money I didn’t have and engaged in casual sex. When I became depressed,...
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Using restraints in the mental health system

February 9th, 2012 — Posted by Grace under Mental Illness, Restraints
Self-portrait. My experience in a psychiatric ward at twenty.
I remember when it first hit me. The tender age of seventeen. I couldn’t concentrate in class. This really scared me. I’ve always loved school. Brought home excellent grades. Suddenly, my greatest strength was being attacked. I went through an identity crisis. Where had the over-achieving student gone? And I didn’t understand what was happening. Nor did my family. We had just arrived in...
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Stand up and talk about mental illness

January 30th, 2012 — Posted by Grace under Mental Health, Mental Illness
Depressed teen
One in five Canadians suffer from mental illness. It attacks people of all ages, educational and income levels, and cultures. Unfortunately, most of us won’t seek treatment. Why is that? It’s very difficult to talk about mental illness. It carries a stigma that leads to discrimination. We're afraid we’ll lose friendships and feel isolated. This leads to unnecessary suffering and death....
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Incidence of mental illness in Canada

January 26th, 2012 — Posted by Grace under Mental Illness
Man struggling with mental illness
People with mental illness experience changes in thinking, mood or behaviour (or some combination of them). Mental illness causes a great deal of distress and impaired functioning over an extended period of time. The symptoms of mental illness vary from mild to severe, depending on the type of mental illness, the individual, the family and the socio-economic environment. Highlights • Mental...
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